2009...Morning space oddity...

Ι am still ill...meh! still analyzing my life! philosophical questions during the morning and before the end of a year. The end of a decade. My 3rd decade. Bollocs! Nevermind! This could be a post at a blog eventhough i do not have my own.

I wish i could tear this world apart and build a new one. A better one. Without all this filth which increases my apathy alongside my rage! Remember, patience, discipline! Until...?

Eternity and infinity. The sum total of collective consciousness of all living things in the universe, the embodiment of their life... The spice extends life, the spice expands consciousness, the spice is vital to space travel.

Sometimes i can see myself at the alpha centauri waving me! Flooded with cosmic power! Feeling so bright, feeling so real!

An all-expense-paid trip to your cerebral cortex as you listen to 2969 bpm, your hormones have reached the 'limit up' red point and you experience the best orgasm you ever had until now.

Now and then. Then and after. And then what?

well, in this current state i remember one phrase from Jeux d'enfants "What'll you be when you grow up? "

Honestly, i do not know !